IPB Dorm

Hello minna-sama /hi
Long time no see eh? Yap finally we meet again. So glad to see you reader!
Yap finally I brought my boyfriend (read: laptop) on dorm.
Sooooooo.....

I wanna make a little explanation about IPB Dorm.
I mean Sylvasari Dorm.
Here we go.....

'Welcome to the jungle' is my first impression in this dorm,
just imagine that another dorms built near campus and Sylvasari dorm built between IPB's jungle huahahaha!
But it's cool eh? I can see squirrel even variety of birds everyday wow~

I have 3 room mates. They're Wulan from Riau, Mita from Bali and Amel from Jember.
They're kind haha although it was very awkward at the first time...
Ah yaaa. Wanna see my room?

Wulan and me share the left bunk bed, Mita and Amel share the right bunk bed

 

Me and Wulan's bunk bed. Me at the upstair yippieee!

My messy desk

It was fun! Completely fun...
Unfortunately I 'm only live for a year in this dorm.
Okay that's all, see ya next meeting minna-san. /bye

Kissing Goodbye

Hello guys! Maybe this is my last day in Depok. Yap I wanna kiss the memories goodbye. I'm in a process to take an adult' stair. Yippieee!! I'm gonna be a student on Bogor Agricultural University. Sedih memang harus pindah ninggalin Depok, ninggalin rumah, ninggalin keluarga, ninggalin teman-teman karena ada ketentuan untuk asrama disana selama 1 tahun. Itu berarti, gue disana harus ngapa ngapain sendiri. Nyuci baju, makan harus diluar terus karena ga ada dapur umum, tidur juga barengnya sama temen sekamar. Oke disini gue agak takut juga buat pindah dari zona nyaman gue yang biasanya gue disini santai santai dan tiba-tiba harus ngurus apa-apa kepunyaan gue sendiri. Gue ga ngebayangin gue yang pelupa sama ceroboh gitu mau ditaruh di asrama. Yang biasanya orang-orang sekitar gue udah biasa ngeliat gue ceroboh sama lupa sama barang-barang sampai mereka ikutan ngejagain barang-barang gue. Ya Allah parah bangetlah pokoknya.

Alhamdulillahnya disana gue udah ada temen juga, yaaa dulu teman-teman SMP dan SMA ada juga senior-senior yang baik banget. Bayangin aja gue belum kuliah udah dikasih pinjem buku TPB sama ada yang bakal nemenin gue keliling kampus! Gue juga dikasih tau macem-macem sama mereka dinasehatin ini-itu. Terus ketemu juga sama teman-teman baru pas registrasi, well... Sepertinya mereka juga baik-baik hehe.

Gue disana bakal lamaaa mungkin 3 atau 4 tahunlah, kalau udah ga asrama ya gue bakal ngekost. Yaa diusahain kalau liburan ya gue pulang, kalau bisa ya tiap minggu gue pulang! Bakal kangen banget sama Ibu, Ayah, Ade dirumah /floor

Baik baik yaa semuanya pas gue tinggal hahaha. Gue mau belajar mandiri dulu, belajar jadi keren dulu, kuliah yang bener benerlah pokoknya jangan sampai ngecewain Ibu sama Ayah. See ya /bye

My Breakfast This Morning

Selamat pagi reader yang baik dan berbahagia pagi ini *kayak blog gue dibaca orang aja ya hahaha* /hi

Saya mau cerita dikit boleh yaa?

Saya agak agak ga rela ngelepas masa remaja SMA saya sebenernya, tapi mau gimana lagikan setiap orang lama lama jadi dewasa dan saya sendiri ngerasa saya harus berubah hehe.

Jadi orang dewasa itu berat, banyak masalah, banyak yang harus ditanggung tapi insyaAllah banyak bahagianya juga kan? Saya juga memang harus belajar ikhlas. Ngerelain macem macem hal yang saya sukai pergi dari saya. Kayak waktu kumpul sama keluarga, kehilangan passion saya di Sastra Jepang padahal saya udah cintanya setengah mati sama sastra Jepang dan udah bikin plan hidup saya dengan sastra Jepang itu sampai 5 tahun kedepan, mengikhlaskan beasiswa Monbukagakusho juga dan lain lainlah banyak banget yang harus diikhlaskan. Saya malah kesasar di fakultas kehutanan yang saya sama sekali ga ngerti harus belajar apa. Sekali lagi Allah tau mana yang baik buat saya /wahaha

Tapi saya pengen banget satu sih mimpi terbesar saya saat ini mudah mudahan dengan di fakultas kehutanan ini masih bisa bawa saya buat belajar di Jepang. Saya juga sempet seneeeeng banget baca kalau kampus saya kerjasama sama Todai, Kyoto University dll. Saya mau belajar yang giat, mau usaha biar dapet beasiswa ke Jepang. Saya tetep ga pengen ngebuang Jejepangan-jejepangan sayalah istilahnya. Mungkin saya kalau udah cinta banget sama sesuatu bakal diusahain sampe habis. Yaa saya juga seneng, mudah mudahan saya bisa mengikuti jejak Pakde, Bude, tante-tante dan om-om saya yang sukses dan mulai semuanya dari nol.

 

Mulai sekarang saya harus fokus, fokus buat sukses, fokus buat bahagiain orangtua, fokus buat dapat masa depan yang bagus, fokus buat jadi perempuan yang hebat yang lebih dari hebat kalau bisa. Jadi perempuan yang bisa ngeraih kesempatan-kesempatan yang Allah kasih buat saya dengan bijak.

Conversation Between You and Me

A year ago...

Me   : "Thanks for always being my best friend."

Him  : "Okay you're welcome, just tell me anything that annoy your mind."

Friend's of Mine : "Your friend? I think he loves you Dean."

Me                     : "Nope, he just my best friend."

Him                    : ".........."

I don't know if he thought like that at that time. He hid something from me.

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Early 2011

Me   : *looked on whiteboard and noticed that you and me became a team on art.*

           "So when we gonna start this assignment?"

Him   : "As soon as possible :)"

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On October 2011

Me   : "Happy birthday! Wish you nothing but the best mate hehe." (Gave him a present)

Him  : "Thank you :)"

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On November 2011 part 1

Me   : "I think he forgot my birthday" (Noticed that none of his message on my inbox)

Him  : (At classroom on Saturday morning finally he realized, oh damn -_-)

"Happy birthday Dean :D I'm sorry I haven't prepare anything for you haha." (punched my shoulder and few days later he gave me a present)

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On November 2011 part 2

Me    : "Hey please take a look at my blog. I posted about you there hehe."

Him   : "I don't wanna."

Me    : "Okay I'd better delete it." (sigh)

Him   : "The title is 'That Man' isn't it? Hahaha."

Me    : "You're already read it?!"

Him   : "Yeah, after few minutes you posted it."

Me    : "Oh my...."

 

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On December 2011

Me   : "What?" (glare)

Him  : "Nothing =D"

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2012

January . . .

February . . .

We're getting closer. I think It wasn't about friendship at all.

He protected me like his own girl, respected me as he can and taught me everything that he knows.

March . . .

Him  : "Love you. Would you be my girl?"

Me  :  "Yeah. Love you too."

Him : "I just wanna make you my last. I just watching you from distance during 9 years."

Me  : "Thank you. Let's pray for our relationship and make it last."

 

 

To Mother

Hey Mom.

2 days ago was Mother's Day, I made this post to remind me about you.

Anyway, big thanks for always taking care of me, motivating and giving soooo much love.

You're so awesome, more gorgeous than any women in the world!

Please be the one who always standing and praying for me.

Please be the one who always care.

I love you 'till drop Mom.

Every words, every song can't explain how much I love you.

Hold my promise Mom, I'll be there when you need me.

I wanna make you proud.

I'll make your life better someday.

Hold your tears, give me your laugh.

Because your smile, your laughter are bless my world.